A feast, so completely swollen
with the cud of backward thinking
sank within me
rotating,
relentless and growing.
I lost count of the regrets,
the indigestion clamoring to be felt
and heard
quiet moments glistening
just out of reach.
I have
given up and given up
on you
on you on
only you.
Yes, time does heal
memories
leaving whispers
and faint kisses
too sweet to be swallowed whole
estranged now
but for shadows
and glimpses.